New beginnings
Its been a very long time since I have felt confident enough to post on my blog again, to let people in, to publicly share. I'm pretty sure I may have written that in the last one too....not original but the feelings remain the same. So much has changed since I last posted and despite the fact I am super nervous as I write this I feel its time to just let it all go, this is one way I can do that. This time two years ago I made what felt like the biggest decision of my life, I walked away. Away from a life I thought I wanted, Away from people I thought I trusted and loved, worst of all I walked away from people I thought loved me and I took a step towards a future I had no idea about...at all. There's something terrifying, no matter what age you are to change everything. My life changed overnight. the 30th of July will always have a tinge of sadness, a slight odour of something rotten, but as the years go by its fading and becoming less significant. This year I bare...